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telah ku mungkiri janji ku lagi, setelah ku berpaling dari pandanganmu yang jauh kerna jahilnya aku...

kenapa aku rasa aku kosong? kenapa aku rase xmampu?

- hari ini hari jumaat, aku rase susah hati sangat, aku xtahu kenapa, aku nak balik klate, aku tahu aku balik tiap2 minggu. tapi tak pe aku rase kosong sangat dalam jiwa aku ni. aku jadi xtahu nak tulis ape.

when you believe - mariah carey

Many nights we've prayed
With no proof anyone could hear
In our hearts a hopeful song
We barely understood

Now we are not afraid
Although we know there's much to fear
We were moving mountains long
Before we knew we could


There can be miracles, when you believe
Though hope is frail, it's hard to kill
Who knows what miracles you can achieve
When you believe, somehow you will
You will when you believe


In this time of fear
When prayers so often prove(s) in vain
Hope seems like the summer birds
Too swiftly flown away

Yet now I'm standing here
My heart's so full I can't explain
Seeking faith and speaking words
I never thought I'd say

There can be miracles, when you believe
Though hope is frail, it's hard to kill
Who knows what miracles you can achieve
When you believe, somehow you will
You will when you believe

They don't (always happen) when you ask
(Oh)
And it's easy to give in to your fears
(Oh...Ohhhh)
But when you're blinded by your pain
Can't see your way straight throught the rain
(A small but )still resilient voice
Says (hope is very near)
(Ohhh)

There can be miracles
(Miracles)
When you believe
(Lord, when you believe)
Though hope is frail
(Though hope is frail)
It's hard to kill
(Hard to kill, Ohhh)
Who knows what miracles,you can achieve
When you believe, somehow you will(somehow,somehow, somehow)
somehow you will
You will when you believe

You will when you
You will when you believe
Just believe...in your heart
Just believe
You will when you believe~

me is me, me not for you, life is life, my life not for you, we just friend, thats all... enough
me is me, me not for you, life is life, my life not for you, we just friend, thats all... enough
me is me, me not for you, life is life, my life not for you, we just friend, thats all... enough
me is me, me not for you, life is life, my life not for you, we just friend, thats all... enough
me is me, me not for you, life is life, my life not for you, we just friend, thats all... enough
me is me, me not for you, life is life, my life not for you, we just friend, thats all... enough
me is me, me not for you, life is life, my life not for you, we just friend, thats all... enough
me is me, me not for you, life is life, my life not for you, we just friend, thats all... enough
me is me, me not for you, life is life, my life not for you, we just friend, thats all... enough
me is me, me not for you, life is life, my life not for you, we just friend, thats all... enough
me is me, me not for you, life is life, my life not for you, we just friend, thats all... enough
me is me, me not for you, life is life, my life not for you, we just friend, thats all... enough
me is me, me not for you, life is life, my life not for you, we just friend, thats all... enough
me is me, me not for you, life is life, my life not for you, we just friend, thats all... enough
me is me, me not for you, life is life, my life not for you, we just friend, thats all... enough
me is me, me not for you, life is life, my life not for you, we just friend, thats all... enough
me is me, me not for you, life is life, my life not for you, we just friend, thats all... enough
me is me, me not for you, life is life, my life not for you, we just friend, thats all... enough
me is me, me not for you, life is life, my life not for you, we just friend, thats all... enough
me is me, me not for you, life is life, my life not for you, we just friend, thats all... enough
me is me, me not for you, life is life, my life not for you, we just friend, thats all... enough
me is me, me not for you, life is life, my life not for you, we just friend, thats all... enough
me is me, me not for you, life is life, my life not for you, we just friend, thats all... enough
me is me, me not for you, life is life, my life not for you, we just friend, thats all... enough
me is me, me not for you, life is life, my life not for you, we just friend, thats all... enough
me is me, me not for you, life is life, my life not for you, we just friend, thats all... enough
me is me, me not for you, life is life, my life not for you, we just friend, thats all... enough

klu rase xboleh kawan ngan aku... so? pergi kamu dalam hidupku..huhu

aduhhh citer sedey lagi.. baru nak start wat cit gembira. timbul lagi cite sedey. tpi wat pe kite cite benda sonok kan coz klu sonok pun xbest jugak.. betol la org tu2 cakap dulu, "mu idup atah duni ni mie mu keno janji ngan tuhe bahawa mu khalifah atas dunio ni, mu keno tulun ore, klu ado ore wat jahat ko mu , mu keno caya bahawo tuhe akan tulun mu, iti tuhan nok uji mu jah setaro mano mu ngan dio"

walaupun penat masih ade lagi kat badan aku ni, tadi aku tetap gi interview utk KPTM under careerxcell, fuhh penat seyh, aku dah gerak awal lagi tadi, cian fauzana, dia tunggu aku lam kol 11.30 lagi n aku sampai kat KL sentral kol 1.20 ptg.. lame tu , nora pun tunggu aku kat KLCC. aku jalan cepat2 tadi.. cian dorang, aku suek care dorang sebb diorang sanggup tunggu aku n tak marah2, n sebb tu aku nak balas jasa diorang tu ngan aku belanja dorang kat pelita kat tepi menara atlas tu (tokong cina ader gak tepi tu).. ahax..

ok berbalik pada title aku tadi, hurmmm rase jaga hati orang ni sgt2 la pedih wahai teman2 ku..
aku penah melaluinye dulu sewaktu aku ader kat poli shah alam sem 1, and aku ingat mende ni xkan berlaku lagi tapi aku rase menda yang sama akan berlaku lagi dan kalau boleh aku xnak tinggalkan dia sebb aku sayang die lebey beb...tapi dia xsayang aku kot.. tapi wat ape aku sayg orng yang xsayang aku?

sakit hati tu mmg ader time aku massage ngan dia. aku ingat nak bergurau ngan dio tapi xder respon bergurau pun.. aku yang kene "gila" pun aku gak. ish2 n time aku tanye sesuatu yang xmampu dijawab die terus xbalas msg aku.

aku rase berbelah bahagi dan aju rase tertipu, eh ape salahnye klu kite ckap terus terang r.. xder salah kan? so? da kite ni camni n ko tu camtu, cakap je la, awat yang xmo cakap ha.. ish xpaham la.. AKU RASA AKU DAH LEBIH BAGI HARAPAN SAYANG AKU KAT DIA LA, HURM AKU RASE AKU KENE CUBA UNTUK SLOW N BUAT BERLAGAK CAM DIA JUGAK KAN.. TIME BORING MSG LA AKU. TIME XBORING, HA BERJOLI, ENJOY N GELAK2 SONOK JE..